confessions of a broken heart

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noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 13:15:00 +0000

hope

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 21 Oct 2007 08:51:00 +0000

there's this feeling in me that keeps me hoping
hoping that someday, all my dreams would finally come true

and i am thankful that it is what's keeping me stay happy

but then, with what's happening right now, hoping just makes it harder for me
to forget the love that will never be...forcing me to live a life of false hopes and illusions.

i hate how much i love you...but i just can't let you go...

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Wed, 29 Aug 2007 14:50:00 +0000

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Thu, 09 Aug 2007 13:16:00 +0000

i need to feel you. i need to hear you.

you are my purpose. you are my everything.

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:35:00 +0000

i think... im falling in love again. yeah. maybe...with you.

Foooood

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:06:00 +0000

It may not show with how I look, but I actually love food. With just the right amount of money, I can survive the day with a full stomach. I really love eating food, especially the ones I like. A perfect day for me would be one (in a beach) with lots of food. I can imagine myself eating after waking up, before swimming, after swimming, while walking along the beach or when watching the sun set. The thought is just so divine that I couldn't ask for anything better. Just yesterday, on one of my unplanned adventures to the beautiful place of Ever Commonwealth, I felt like having a food trip. With just P200, i was able to satisfy my craving. I bought fries with ranch dip from NYFD (P60), beef tapa with egg and rice (P39) from an unknown restaurant, 4 pieces lumpiang shanghai and burger steak with rice from Jollibee (P39), creamy corn ice mix from Mcdo (P35) and fish balls (P20). I wanted to buy sisig from Sisig Hooray and Banofee Pie from Starbucks, but I left my wallet at home. So, with my money gone and my stomach full, i headed for home and ended the day with my favorite: Reese's Peanut Buter Cups!

When He Loved Me

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Fri, 20 Apr 2007 03:10:00 +0000

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

And when he was sad, I was there to dry his tears

And when he was happy, so was i, when he loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all

Just he and I together, like it was meant to be

And when he was lonely, I was there to comfort him

And I knew that he loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same

And he began to drift away, I was left alone

Still I waited for the day, when he’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought he’d look my way,

He smiled at me and held me, just like he used to do,

Like he loved me, when he loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

When he loved me.

For The Better

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:35:00 +0000

AYOKO NA...feeling ko, pinaparusahan na ako ni papa chesus for being soo evil. tila walang katapusan ang pagdating ng kamalasan sa aking buhay. am i really that bad?

Sorry na kung lagi kong nilalait ang mga mahihirap.

Sorry na rin kung lagi ko na lang inaasar si manny pacquiao. after watching his match kanina and listening to his post-victory interview, i realized that he is not that bad after all. well, wala nga siyang looks and his english sucks..pero kung ginagawa niya ang lahat para lang makatulong sa mga mahihirap, then he deserves all the glory in the world.

Sorry na rin kung chat ako nang chat sa net...haha! i'm just so desperate looking for love such that napabayaan ko na ang sarili kong health staying up sooo late in morning everyday.

I am also sorry for being so mayabang..all the while, i thought na nasa itaas ako. i thought i was that good and everything. pero, in reality, i am a nobody. i am just an average student/teenager who needs to work hard if i want to get what i want and succeed in life.

I just hope that all this bad luck would stop already...I am really really sorry for letting pride, and greed and all the evil stuff in the world take over my life. I want to go back to the good me... I hope that I could change for the better...

You Are Like So Ewwe

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:10:00 +0000

Kadire. Nanginginig ako sa sobrang pandidiri. Becky! Kopas methods perfected?! Ugh!

This is not bitterness...or envy.

I just don't like you.

Summer So Far

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 08 Apr 2007 18:40:00 +0000

My summer so far is like so boring...and something's wrong with that coz summers are supposed to be fun. I spent my first week of vacation playing dota with the beckys in katipunan. Sounds fun but playing the same game everyday makes it not so exciting anymore. So, the beckys and I started experimenting with new games like War Hammer and Element TD, which are tower defense-strategy-sort-of games. They're fun but we're always so waley coz they're so difficult to finish! Even impossible coz the bosses are really hard to beat! Well, at least, we get to see some chippys (AEGAEGAEGAEG!!) and that makes the whole experience worthwhile.

Losing a phone, especially during summer also sucks big time!!!! When people plan gimiks, they usually text the details. But how am I supposed to get those if I don't have a phone yet. I spent the first few days of the Holy Week in Makati to look for a new phone. It's good that we have a condo nearby too coz life in Makati is so much better than life in QC. The nights are cooler and I get to spend time alone walking in Greenbelt. Sounds boring, but my real purpose is to look for a potential "prince" who would complete my life...COZ I'M REALLY THAT DESPERATE! But the guys there are so far to reach! There are a lot of beckys too! As in the malalandi ones...and I don't like that! Going back to my phone...Another reason why I don't have a phone yet is because I'm so maarte in choosing the right phone! It needs to have a calendar, a notepad, a huge memory to store my numerous messages and pictures and an mp3 player (which my previous phone didn't have) And, I'm also choosy when it comes to the sim card coz i don't want my number to start with a 0906 anything similar to that coz I find them cheap. I want the 0917s or the 0927s or 0916s, and nothing more. hahaha. SO, it's also my fault for not having a new phone yet. And I have to save pa if I want a sosyal phone. hehe.

So there, my blog's alive again and I hope that YOU have fun. Enjoy! As for my summer, I just hope that things would become better...and the heat!!!! Well, i hope that it doesn't kill me :P

Goodbye Phone

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 13:18:00 +0000

Yestarday night, i lost my phone in some bar along makati ave. It was supposed to be a night of fun and kopas, pero it all ended with a big waley. Some guy stole it from my pocket, and it was impossible for me to notice becoz the event in that place attracted a whole lot of peeps. There was literally no space for moving; thus a slight movement in my pocket area or anywhere else would totally be unnoticeable.

I loved that Nokia 6600 phone. I got it from a deal with my dad. It was my dream phone back then, and my dad and I agreed that if I passed the ACET, I would get that for free. It had pictures of myself and my friends, messages from very special people and a whole lot more. But now, it's all gone..

Kaya fuck that bitch thief and his group for stealing my phone and all the other phones from last night. Just because I look innocent and weak does not give them the right to take advantage of me. I hope they burn in hell. I hope bad luck will come their way. I want them to die.

A Time For Spells

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 11 Feb 2007 11:11:00 +0000

You might think I'm crazy if i say that I can use magic. But because of recent events, I think I really can use magic. It's not David Blaine magic or Houdini Magic but more of Charmed magic. It's not a special kind where I can like freeze time or orb objects anywhere. It's more of verbal spells...a specific one too. I think I have the power to make missing objects reappear.

Honestly, I really don't know how I do it. After saying/performing the spell, missing objects start showing themselves after a few days. So far, I have already done several successful finding spells. I discovered my special ability last year when I lost my cellphone while going home from school. That same night, someone sent me a text message saying that he found my phone and that he would return it to me the next day. After that event, more followed. I used it when I lost my ID when i was in Eastwood. After three days, ADSA called me saying that Gerry's Grill along Libis found my ID infront of their restaurant. I also used it when a friend of mine lost his ID. I think he found it after a week. Then lately, my mom misplaced an envelope containing a huge amount of money. That same day, she found it somewhere...

So, there you go. It's up to you whether you see it as mere coincidence or sheer luck. But for me, I like to believe that there are a lot of things in this world that you can't explain...and my ability to find missing objects is just one of them. :) So, if you find yourself in the same situation, just buzz me or message me haha, and let's hope that you find your missing object. :P

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:46:00 +0000

Goodbye Good General

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Wed, 27 Dec 2006 07:55:00 +0000

Know what, i feel sad and disappointed right now. our long-time neighbor, Gen. Melivo just passed away due to aneurysm. i feel sad because he has always been there for my family ever since we first settled in this village. I remember this story that he gave us a whistle when we were young so that we could use it in times of danger, to call his attention. He, together with Lola Basing are like my second grandparents even though we don't get to spend time with each other. I always feel safe when they're around. I will remember him as the person who really loves his plants. Like me, he also has a green thumb. He would wake up at 4 am or even earlier just to water his plants beside my room.

I also feel disappointed because he died not just of aneurysm, but also because of our neighborhood's doing. Lagi na lang siya mediator sa mga away dito sa village. People in my village are quarelling right now because of financial, environmental and many more petty issues. Why can't they all just work together and leave the people in charge to do the work. I hate the new neighbors for interfering a lot with village matters even though they just moved in here. I hate the noisy neighbors for not shutting their mouths everytime a meeting comes up to discuss matters in a proper way. What do they want with those stupid positions anyway. I know there's money involved pero ewan. I just don't get people and money and greed and power. Why can't everyone just work together...hindi na sana nangyari toh. Well, I hope he's happy right now kung saan man siya. At least, wala na siya iisipin na problema...Pero kahit na! He would've done a lot more for our village.

Falling Again II (Sorry for the mix-up)

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:53:00 +0000

I'm not sure if you guys remember the dance or kiss entry. If you do, then i have an update to make. Right now, I'd go for the KISS. I dunno why i changed my mind. Maybe I just don't feel "the DANCE" anymore. I mean, he's with someone else already. He's changed too...I dunno. When we see each other in school, I just don't feel the magic anymore. No more sparks or awkward moments. All the butterflies have gone to somewhere else too. I know I miss him. He was my first love after all. But it's all too complicated. We've talked about it in the past and it hurt so much. But I got to accept it someway, somehow.

But now, I'm starting to fall for "the KISS" once again, meaning this is not the first time. I don't know why he keeps popping into my head every single moment of my life. I always feel this glow of warmth just thinking of him. We weren't close at all when we were classmates in high school. He was always with the "cool" guys while i was with the brainy ones. It was only in college when we became close. After all these years being single and lonely, he came into my life and made me feel special. Some may say that he does that to everybody, but I don't care. He's so nice, and caring, and thoughtful and loving to me. I thought we had something going on, so I kept up with him...until one day, he slowly drifted away. We never watched a movie together since then. He never texted, asking where I was or if I was playing dota. And it hurt me so much because like I said, I thought we had something going on. But I was wrong. I'm so stupid to think that it was possible for us to be together. I felt so sad and depressed after we talked about our present relationship. Why only now when I had already fallen in love with him? But then, I realized that it was also my fault. He had already warned me back then not to give in to my feelings. But I guess, my feelings got the most out of me, and so I continued on. But after I felt that he was slowly drifting away, I had nothing to do but accept the fact that some things will never be. And so I myself started to avoid him. I did't want my feelings for him to come back ever again because my agony would only get worse. I really loved him, and I think severing our connection as friends was the best thing to do. But once again, I was wrong. I only felt worse not being with him. I couldn't stand not hearing is voice or not getting a text message from him. But after a while, my feelings for him suddenly just vanished.

But now, I don't know what came to me. I'm falling for him once again. I never wanted him to be my classmate, but he was the one who insisted, and so i gave in. And a while ago, even just the simplest of gestures, and having the chance to be with him once again awakened the feelings that I was able to supress back then...

I really love him. There is nothing for me but to love him. In fact, I love him even more than ever...

Happy Feet

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:58:00 +0000

Two days ago, us Blow friends (Jojo, Kalvin, Eds, Migui, Tim, Nyko, AJ) got together once again after a very stressfull and tiring week. Here's a list of what we did that night.

1. We ate in this cheapay food stall somewhere in the less sosyal part of eastwood. Eds and I shared one order of chicksilog kasi may two chicken parts na and two rice in one meal for only P65.

2. We watched this dance competition in eastwood, with La Salle and Ateneo competing to claim a cash prize (I think) and a trophy. Ateneo won. :) But before that, there was also a fashion show with some atenistas in it. Some were from La Salle and other schools. (I think (>.<)) AT, ang daming chippy! (H*B*!!!)

3. I was separated from the rest of the beckys because I saw Jaron, Marlon, Jery, Ana so I decided to go with them. Konting bonding, then Ean arrived with si gurl. Tapos waley so I left. While I was looking for the other beckys, someone texted me. I thought it was one of them beckys but instead, it was from Ms. Siega, my high school Physics teacher. She said, "Erwin, I saw you just now. Sino kasama mo?" I then replied, "Gurl, asan ka gurl.Ü" She replied, "Hindi ako si gurl. Ako si Ms. Siega.Ü" Hahahaha. Na-waley ako so I replied in a more repectful manner. Tapos ayun, she said na lang that I keep quiet and not tell anyone that she was there...But it was already too late.

4. We watched Happy Fee-at. Ang cute ng movie! The songs were well sung and I especially loved the scene when the male emperor penguins were singing out throughout the evening blizzard. The best talaga! Ang ganda pa ng effects! But most of all, ang Über cute ni Mumble!!!

5. We ended at around 1 am. Tim went somewhere else at never na namin siya nakita. We ate in KFC and decided to go home after the evening snack. By that time, we realized that waley na kaming anda pabalik sa Katip. Honestly, waley na talaga ako. Just not sure about the others so we decided to walk na lang for a short while palabas ng eastwood just in case someone offers to ride a cab to Katipunan when we reach the highway. BUT NO, everyone remained strong hanggang sa NILAKAD NA NAMIN ANG BUONG WAY PABALIK SA KATIPUNAN. As in dumaan na kami sa ilalim ng tulay hanggang sa umabot na kami sa flyover hanngang sa katipunan. At hindi siya nakakapagod, I'm telling you. Hahaha. In fact, it's a nice way of bonding with your friends. So ayun, we walked for one hour, from 1 am to 2 am hanggang sa nakarating na rin kami at last sa Katips. We went straight to Him5 coz Nigel and John were waiting for us there. We then went up to Drews to celebrate this seemingly impossible feat of walking from Eastwood to Katipunan. Ganda!!! Happy talaga ang feet namin sa paglalakad!

Halo-halo

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Tue, 21 Nov 2006 06:00:00 +0000

☼ Putragis yan oh. Nanalo na naman ang unggoy. Pero okay lang. Wala na akong pakialam. At least, mayaman na siya at matutulungan na niya ang Pilipinas someway, somehow. Sana naman, bigyan niya ako ng kahit konting pera. Pinagdasal ko naman na manalo siya eh.

☼ Putragis yan oh. Bagsak na naman ako sa chem. SW lang pero feeling ko, waley na na naman ako. Putragis naman kasi yung dala kong calculator. Magpaka-scientific lang, hindi pa magawa. Hahaha. At, wala pa akong friendships. Kanino ako mangongopya?! Magpapaka-mimi na lang ba ako hanggang matapos ang sem? Isang malaking waley!

☼ Spanish was fun. I studied over the weekend so medyo magaling ako kanina. Eco was fun too. Sobrang dali talaga magbigay ng quiz si Simon-King. Sana ma-A ko ang eco102 this sem. At, nagulat na lang ako kasi biglang may tumatawag sa cellphone ko. Pagkatingin ko, si Nigel. Si Nigel tumatawag sa akin?! Anyway, dota raw.

☼ Dota was fun too. Medyo nag-uusap na kami ni CJ.Ü At, akala ko waley Venomancer ko. But NO. 4th place pa ako. ehehe. Thanks to CJ for coming to the rescue.

☼ Hindi ko talaga ma-explain ang mga becky nowadays. Nung weekend lang, parang lahat na ata na nakasama ay gusto makahada. Tapos kanina sa school, shigela na naman mga becky. Halos lahat, naghahanap ng pwedeng hadain. Hahaha. Casual na eh. Tila may Hada Season ang mga becky! Kahit mga panaginip ko kagabi at nung isang gabi, puro hada. Hada na lang ng hada. Hahaha.

Chemically Disappointed

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:39:00 +0000

First quiz in Chem7 today, and I was hoping that I would get a high score. But no! Instead of doing good in the test, I failed it. Damn it, shit! It's only the start of the semester, and I'm already failing one of my subjects. Remember, one F and waley! If only i had a chem book, I would've passed and perfected the exam. If only I knew anyone from my chem block, I would've borrowed a book to review for just a short while. But it's hard, being the person that I am. Everything's so new and I don't even have one anyone to help me with adjusting to my new course. I'm thankful that I got block L2 for my zoo block coz. At least, I know Nigel. His blockmates also seem nice so I think there wouldn't be any problems with adjusting. But what I really need are friends from my chem block. Chem's a difficult subject, and there's a big possibility that I would get kicked out of Bio if i fail it. And because of this fact, I really need to meet new people as soon as possible. But how can I do that if I'm the one with the problem? I just hope somebody from my chem block would talk to me or sit beside me. Or kung waley talaga, I hope that I would find the courage to approach other people...before it's too late.

1st Day

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:10:00 +0000

First day of the second sem as a bio student turned out to be quite okay.
> Th121 with Ms. Yecla as my teacher? So far, so good. A few familiar faces pero at least, they're still my batchmates. Bonded with Chino Copuyoc (haha!) the whole period. We wanted sana to transfer to a later class of the same teacher pero ang bitchy ng secretary ng theo dept. at hindi kami pinayagan. Kaya we plan to talk to Ms. Yecla personally for internal arrangements.
> Chem7 was fun, except that I didn't know anyone from my block becoz puro bio freshies. I sat at the back with no one beside me...but still, I enjoyed the first meeting coz my classmates kept on joking about each other. AND, ang daming chippy like Mike Mendoza and this cute chinito guy infront of me. The teacher seemed nice too so I think there wouldn't be any problems regarding the class.
> Spanish class was really really fun. Pero it seemed scary at first because the moment my teacher (Heide Aquino) entered the room, she spoke in Spanish kaagad, at wala akong alam sa mga pinagsasabi niya. But then, towards the end, it turned out that she was just preparing us OR giving us an idea of what to expect about the class. Personality-wise, she's a nice teacher. So I hope I get a high grade for Spanish class. There were also a few familiar faces so I think I could work with that.
> I got Simon-King for my Ec102 class. Mukha naman siyang mabait at magaling like what people say pero may pagka-weirda. My classmates from my nat. sci zoo class were also there so at least, may kakilala ako. AT, may chippy rin pero hindi ko na sasabihin kung sino. Like Spanish, I also hope to get a high grade in this class kasi sabi ng iba, A-able naman. I just have to work hard for it..

a natural glow

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sat, 11 Nov 2006 19:05:00 +0000

You could say that having a complexion which can be compared to that of a dead person, plus very dark eye bags and a skinny build is sufficient enough for me to join a halloween party without the costume, make-up and other paraphernalia. However, instead of "dressing up" for this event only once every year, I think I'm going overboard by having this same old funny look every damn single day. A couple of months ago, my tita from the states came here to visit us for just a short while. And shempre, she brought with her a lot of pasalubong for us natives. Every time, she would give out jerseys (for my brothers), pokemon merchandise (you know who), tees, bags, chocolates, golf merchandise for my dad and a lot of perfumes and other beauty products for my mom. Then, from the corner of my eye, I saw this product from my mom's mound of goodies, which gave me a sparkle of hope for this unrelenting dilemma of mine. It's a moisturizer from Jergens, the new Natural Glow FACE Daily Moisturizer, which promises to "create a healthy, summer glow all year long just by moisturizing." Moreover, it contains essential moisturizers and a subtle skin darkening complex which helps you reach you maximum intensity of color after about one week of daily use. It was only last week when I decided to use the product and today is the sixth day since I first applied the moisturizer. Last night, I came from Tantan's celebration of his birthday last November 9 and finally, may nakapansin na rin sa aking pagbabago. I was filled with happiness when Martin Caste said that my face had started to tan and it radiated a beautiful and subtle glow. At last, I found a partial solution to my problem and I am very thankful to my tita, AND my mom for giving me some of her beauty products.

it's bio time

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Fri, 10 Nov 2006 22:57:00 +0000

oh shit. classes on monday, and i'm not even sure if i'm ready for what bs bio has to offer. one F, and waley! i'm not even in good terms with chem! 4-hour lab class for zoo? i can't even stand 2 hours of regular zoo lab infront of a microscope. i should bring Biogesic every Thursday if ever my migraine decides to attack. and i don't even know anyone from the lower batch! paano ako kokopya?! at least, there's inspiration lurking around. haaay, i can do this.

happy ending?

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:01:00 +0000

what was supposed to be a night of happy endings turned into a night of confusion and disappoinment. i witnessed before my very eyes the transformation of the people whom i once held very close to my heart. it was a very frightening experience for me because i wasn't expecting them to be like that. an ominous laughter filled the entire room, a type of laughter which emanated not warmth, but that of sheer terror which alarmed me the most. I thought i knew these people very well. But I was wrong. It was a memorable night, not worth remembering at all.

a kiss or a dance

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Mon, 23 Oct 2006 20:12:00 +0000

Some people say dreams show us our deepest desires. since we can't express those feelings of longing, of yearning infront of the people we love, our unconscious materializes these desires in the form of dreams. in the past, i dreamt about a kiss, and then a dance. right now, i'd go for the dance...

A Walk in the Woods

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:52:00 +0000

Psych tests are fun and so exciting. In class we were given a test called A Walk in the Woods. It's just a short test wherein the teacher would ask some questions and then you would simply write down your answers in a sheet of paper. Here is the test. Answer it if you want...

A Walk in the Woods!
A Personality Quiz. Have a pen and paper handy before you read any further. As soon as you read a question, write the answer right away. Read the following questions, imagining the scenes in your mind, and write down the FIRST thing that you visualize. Do NOT think about the questions excessively.
Ready?
1. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with?
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. Describe its size.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. Describe what you see on the table.
7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of?
8. What do you do with the cup?
9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What type of body of water is is it?
10. How will you cross the water?

Now, I will share my answers (well, some of them since some are too personal)
1. SECRET
2. A wolf
3. I approach the wolf
4. It's a small house. The size of a tree house or bigger, but not too big)
5. It's not surrounded by a fence
6. I see a flower vase
7. It's made of porcelain
8. I leave it alone
9. It's a stream
10. Walk across

Now, the analysis part.
1. The person who you are walking with is the most important person in your life.
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems (passive, aggressive).
4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
5. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence is more indicative of a closed personality. You'd prefer people to not drop by unannounced.
6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers then you are generally unhappy.
7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with, the person from number 1. For example, Styrofoam, plastic, and paper are disposable; Styrofoam, paper, and glass (ceramics) are not durable; and metal and plastic are durable.
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude toward the person in number 1.
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

Interpretation
1. Not anymore. A thing in the past...
2. Wolf - not small, but not that big.
3. I approach the wolf - I am aggressive towards my problems
4. It's a small house. The size of a tree house or bigger, but not that big) - hala. not true. i don't want to have problems!
5. It's not surrounded by a fence - I'm an open person!
6. A flower vase - I'm a happy person!? Kinda, but lately, most of the time, I'm not...
7. Porcelain- not durable... :(
8. I leave the cup alone - Passive relationship with... :(
9. A stream - hahaha. kinda true. but it depends. :))
10. I just walk across - sex life not that important. Hmmm...true. More of LOVE...:)

karma moves in mysterious ways

noreply@blogger.com (Erwin John Aquino) — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 00:48:00 +0000

hay nako. totoo pala talaga ang karma. like today, twice akong kinarma dahil ata may masama akong nagawa. Pero ang alam ko, wala naman akong ginawang masama to anyone. Masama ba akong tao? hindi naman diba? Anyway, it started with my mom kanina on our way home from my grandparents' place. Nagmumudal kasi si ganda kasi raw, hindi man lang binuksan ng pudra ko yung gift niya for fathers day. Eh ako naman, naasar lang ako dahil salita na lang siya nang salita about not showing appreciation blah blah blah. Naalala ko tuloy yung isa kong friend na nagmumudal din nung isang araw because hindi ata nakapag-thank you yung isa niyang friend na binigyan niya ng regalo. Anway, going back to my story, so ayun..sinabi ko lang naman yung mga nararamdaman ko about their situation. I told her that hindi lahat ng gusto niya ang nangyayari. Not everything is about her and that for sure, may reasons naman ang pudra ko for not opening the gift. So ayun, natahimik ang mudra ko. After a few minutes, bigla na lang niya ako pinagalitan about going home late last night. May debut kasi akong pinuntahan at 2 am at nag-taxi lang ako pauwi from Katipunan. Eh ang alam ng dad ko, may mga kasabay ako pauwi..meron nga pero hanggang North Susana lang. Anyway, nasabihan tuloy ako ng iba't ibang remarks like wrong move, pati you're so stupid blah blah blah. ganda ko kasi...

Next naman ay yung sa kuya ko. I was planning to buy my notebooks for school na kanina sa isang mini-bookstore sa may amin pero i decided na sa Natio Katip na lang kasi mas kumpleto if ever may bibilhin pa ako aside from my notebooks. Bigla na lang niya hinirit, "Bakit sa Katips pa. Gusto mo lang sa sa Natio Katips kasi sossy/sosyal." After niya sinabi yun, ang daming thoughts na pumasok sa utak ko about kung ano ang pwede sagutin. Here they are:

1. Galing ah. Alam mo feelings ko? Ang dami mo sigurong alam kaya incoming 2nd year ka pa lang like me.
2. Sosyal na pala para sayo ang National Bookstore. Ganda mo eh.
3. Natio Katip? Sosyal? Mahirap ka, mahirap, mahirap!

So ayun, pinili ko yun una. Eh narinig ng dad ko kaya once again, napagalitan na naman ako. Na-hiritan pa ako ng bading ng kuya ko. Eh ano ngayon?! Haay...karma talaga. so mysterious and so cruel. Pero carry lang. At least, I'm still here to write about it. Thank you na lang kay Papa Chesus na hindi ako namatay dahil sa karma...1,2,3 baboo.