it is time...

in life, we have to accept things even if we don't want to...It will only make things more difficult if we refuse to accept that some things will never be. Instead, it will be better if we let go and move on...even if it hurts. At least, he's happy with his life now. Im also glad that he has moved on. As for myself, I just hope and pray that by letting go, I wouldn't feel bad or anything. I entered this thing, I remained faithful and did everything to make him happy. But now, he has found true happiness, and I am very very happy for him. It is time to let go...so help me God.

I love cds

I’ve been on a shopping spree lately, trying to spend what’s left of my Christmas money. As much as possible, I try to buy stuff that I can use for school such as new clothes, shoes etc. But when I come face to face with these things, my mind immediately shifts to somewhere else…like the music store! And kapoosh! Kablang! Whoosh! Pow! (weh…hahaha) Lots and lots of cds for myself! Well, these are just some of the cds I own now. I have more (like 40+) but I won’t show them anymore kasi you might laugh at me pa. (You know the local movie soundtracks? Hahaha joke) But NO! I am in a STATE of EXTREME POVERTY right now dahil sa mga cds na yan. But it’s okay lang. My birthday’s coming fast and maybe, I might buy more cds! (Lalo nang malapit na lumabas yung album ni Sam Milby at yung movie na Close To You! Hahaha)

another valentines day

The day of love is fast-approaching once again and as usual, it doesn't have any effect on me whatsoever. Well, honestly speaking, may konting effect lang pero alam mo yung wala pero meron naman talaga? Labo...(Sigh) There are times kasi when I also feel kinda jealous when I see couples going to the movies or kahit dinner man lang tuwing Valentines day. It's not that I'm complaining or that I feel bad that I don't have a special someone...It's just that I also want to experience the feeling when you receive flowers, or a love letter or a simple yet meaningful gift from someone you love. (i'm being gay here...haha) Ano baaaa!!! Hahaha. We all deserve to love and be loved naman diba? Pero things don't always work out the way you want them to...You just have to learn to accept facts...and realize that while some things, good things, don't last, some don't even start.