Foooood

It may not show with how I look, but I actually love food. With just the right amount of money, I can survive the day with a full stomach. I really love eating food, especially the ones I like. A perfect day for me would be one (in a beach) with lots of food. I can imagine myself eating after waking up, before swimming, after swimming, while walking along the beach or when watching the sun set. The thought is just so divine that I couldn't ask for anything better. Just yesterday, on one of my unplanned adventures to the beautiful place of Ever Commonwealth, I felt like having a food trip. With just P200, i was able to satisfy my craving. I bought fries with ranch dip from NYFD (P60), beef tapa with egg and rice (P39) from an unknown restaurant, 4 pieces lumpiang shanghai and burger steak with rice from Jollibee (P39), creamy corn ice mix from Mcdo (P35) and fish balls (P20). I wanted to buy sisig from Sisig Hooray and Banofee Pie from Starbucks, but I left my wallet at home. So, with my money gone and my stomach full, i headed for home and ended the day with my favorite: Reese's Peanut Buter Cups!

When He Loved Me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

And when he was sad, I was there to dry his tears

And when he was happy, so was i, when he loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all

Just he and I together, like it was meant to be

And when he was lonely, I was there to comfort him

And I knew that he loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same

And he began to drift away, I was left alone

Still I waited for the day, when he’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought he’d look my way,

He smiled at me and held me, just like he used to do,

Like he loved me, when he loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

When he loved me.

For The Better

AYOKO NA...feeling ko, pinaparusahan na ako ni papa chesus for being soo evil. tila walang katapusan ang pagdating ng kamalasan sa aking buhay. am i really that bad?

Sorry na kung lagi kong nilalait ang mga mahihirap.

Sorry na rin kung lagi ko na lang inaasar si manny pacquiao. after watching his match kanina and listening to his post-victory interview, i realized that he is not that bad after all. well, wala nga siyang looks and his english sucks..pero kung ginagawa niya ang lahat para lang makatulong sa mga mahihirap, then he deserves all the glory in the world.

Sorry na rin kung chat ako nang chat sa net...haha! i'm just so desperate looking for love such that napabayaan ko na ang sarili kong health staying up sooo late in morning everyday.

I am also sorry for being so mayabang..all the while, i thought na nasa itaas ako. i thought i was that good and everything. pero, in reality, i am a nobody. i am just an average student/teenager who needs to work hard if i want to get what i want and succeed in life.

I just hope that all this bad luck would stop already...I am really really sorry for letting pride, and greed and all the evil stuff in the world take over my life. I want to go back to the good me... I hope that I could change for the better...

You Are Like So Ewwe

Kadire. Nanginginig ako sa sobrang pandidiri. Becky! Kopas methods perfected?! Ugh!

This is not bitterness...or envy.

I just don't like you.

Summer So Far

My summer so far is like so boring...and something's wrong with that coz summers are supposed to be fun. I spent my first week of vacation playing dota with the beckys in katipunan. Sounds fun but playing the same game everyday makes it not so exciting anymore. So, the beckys and I started experimenting with new games like War Hammer and Element TD, which are tower defense-strategy-sort-of games. They're fun but we're always so waley coz they're so difficult to finish! Even impossible coz the bosses are really hard to beat! Well, at least, we get to see some chippys (AEGAEGAEGAEG!!) and that makes the whole experience worthwhile.

Losing a phone, especially during summer also sucks big time!!!! When people plan gimiks, they usually text the details. But how am I supposed to get those if I don't have a phone yet. I spent the first few days of the Holy Week in Makati to look for a new phone. It's good that we have a condo nearby too coz life in Makati is so much better than life in QC. The nights are cooler and I get to spend time alone walking in Greenbelt. Sounds boring, but my real purpose is to look for a potential "prince" who would complete my life...COZ I'M REALLY THAT DESPERATE! But the guys there are so far to reach! There are a lot of beckys too! As in the malalandi ones...and I don't like that! Going back to my phone...Another reason why I don't have a phone yet is because I'm so maarte in choosing the right phone! It needs to have a calendar, a notepad, a huge memory to store my numerous messages and pictures and an mp3 player (which my previous phone didn't have) And, I'm also choosy when it comes to the sim card coz i don't want my number to start with a 0906 anything similar to that coz I find them cheap. I want the 0917s or the 0927s or 0916s, and nothing more. hahaha. SO, it's also my fault for not having a new phone yet. And I have to save pa if I want a sosyal phone. hehe.

So there, my blog's alive again and I hope that YOU have fun. Enjoy! As for my summer, I just hope that things would become better...and the heat!!!! Well, i hope that it doesn't kill me :P

Goodbye Phone

Yestarday night, i lost my phone in some bar along makati ave. It was supposed to be a night of fun and kopas, pero it all ended with a big waley. Some guy stole it from my pocket, and it was impossible for me to notice becoz the event in that place attracted a whole lot of peeps. There was literally no space for moving; thus a slight movement in my pocket area or anywhere else would totally be unnoticeable.

I loved that Nokia 6600 phone. I got it from a deal with my dad. It was my dream phone back then, and my dad and I agreed that if I passed the ACET, I would get that for free. It had pictures of myself and my friends, messages from very special people and a whole lot more. But now, it's all gone..

Kaya fuck that bitch thief and his group for stealing my phone and all the other phones from last night. Just because I look innocent and weak does not give them the right to take advantage of me. I hope they burn in hell. I hope bad luck will come their way. I want them to die.